First Things, First

Last night I got the wonderful Idea, that I just had to have my two nephews join my son for the night. Someone else tell me what I was thinking? Holy Loudness Batman!!! But I love them what can I say, even if I was woken up at 7:30 by screaming, ( I am not sure but I think the Autobots where attacking the bad guys.  I'm too tired to think of their names right now.) They are really great kids and I am lucky to have them in my life. Even if when they get with my son they drive me to drinkin (couldn't this morning, :( NO COFFEE CREAMER!!!)

 Anyway, I spent last night with my music, my photographs and oddly enough I am starting to feel a little bit better. Why Ive waited so long to work on my website I don't know. I think deep down inside it was because I knew I would see some photographs that I am not ready to see. & Of course I did. & I might have gotten a little teary eyed, but I kept them up. I can't change the past, those picture show a time in my life that despite all odds I enjoyed. they show a time in my life when everything was falling apart and I had someone strong to help me through it. & In the end it didn't work, choices had to be made and I had to do what was best for everyone. Blah, Don't you hate that. Even though I know the choices I made where best for everyone, part of me still cries for that time. & I know if you don't know me, you have no idea what I am talking about. Sorry. There's enough people in my world that know and can't wait to keep telling me about the other sides of the story. Or who wrong my choices where. It's better this way.

Today the plan is to keep the kids amused until a little after lunch && then head back to bed. for a nap. If the games not on. (Which reminds me when are the Pats playing?) Maybe take out the camera if the sky clears up some. Maybe edit some Photographs. Who knows the world is mine for the day....