Almost A Year.

=( & I dont know if I can cope with it.

Im trying really hard, but its not so easy. I miss him.. Alot. This week has been really rough on me. & Its all I can do to keep from breaking down.. I heard that song by Carrie Underwood last week & it just all came rushing back. It was the first time I had listened to it since the day we laid him to rest. My god daughter did an amazing job on it.

But it hurts, & it hurts alot.... Im trying to keep a smile on my face, & be happy & bouncy.. But really all I want to do is cancel Thanksgiving & Curl up in bed & sleep until Dec. 1st.




I miss you Daddy....