Guns, Motorcycles and Perky In a Can.

I think the title sums it up. It was an all girls day, and we actually had fun. I didn't cry when I heard a few songs, although I fully admit I screamed Fuck as loudly as a could in a crowded area. Oops. I'm working on it. But seriously I put songs to people, and its worse when People send me songs.. That song will be forever tied to people. So when I don't want to hear it, trust me I dont want to hear it.

But I found a beautiful Harley.... 22 grand, which I don't have but its nice to dream.

I also only had one perky in a can. (Cat speak for a can of Monster) 

I also learned that guys get upset when they honk at you and you flip them off. But lets be serious for a moment in life. I am not an animal to be honked at. And if I am trying to cross a busy road, with two children, do not honk. Unless you are honking to let me know I can cross with the children. Thankfully they were teenagers. but still. Its rude... \

Blah. 

I can feel my mood, to my core.. I need to get away from North C. I need to just hop in my truck and ride until I can't anymore.

The Quote Hit Home

So I was reading yesterday, a cheesy free book off Amazon's free deals... Called Marry Me for Money, it was actually a pretty good book. Anyway there was a quote, and it hit home.


What's worse then breaking up with a boyfriend is breaking up with a best friend because boys could come and go but best friends were supposed to last forever....

Jan 3rd 2013 to May 19th 2016.. Life is Full of Changes

It's been a long time since I bothered to update this Blog. And honestly, so much as changed since my last post.

First and most important change, I had a little girl in 2014. She's amazing.. Both of my children are. My son took to being a big brother so well. He's amazed by this little girl who has everyone melting over her.

Second major change, I am now a single person. I never thought my life would take this turn. Life is funny how it works out. It was my choice. A lot of big things and a lot of little things made me make up my mind to leave my marriage. I am not sure where I am going in life. Its a little overwhelming to be a lone for the first time in my life.

I have always been someone's daughter, someone's wife, someone's mother.. Its a different feeling now. I don't have anyone else telling me what to do anymore. It's a wonderful feeling. But different. Very different.

Many things in my life are changing. So much at one time. I don't know how to deal with it all at times. Sometimes I just want to sit down in the middle of a hot shower and cry. But I won't allow myself too.,,,

I am learning I can do this on my own or rather with some kick ass friends surrounding me and keeping me from shattering as badly as I want too.

30 Day Picture Challenge... (Day One)

I'm horrible about posting in my blog. Honestly, I forget. & A friend of mine, who runs another blog wants to do a Challenge. So I'm going to maybe Join in one with her, and do my own..

picture challenge

Day 01 - A picture of yourself with fifteen facts.

Day 02 - A picture of you and the person you have been close with for awhile.

Day 03 - A picture of the cast from your favorite show.

Day 04 - A picture of your night.

Day 05 - A picture of… your favorite memory.

Day 06 - A picture of a person you’d love to trade places with for a day.

Day 07 - A picture of your most treasured item.

Day 08 - A picture that makes you laugh.

Day 09 - A picture of the person who has gotten you through the most.

Day 10 - A picture of the person you do the most screwed up things with.

Day 11 - A picture of something you hate.

Day 12 - A picture of something you love.

Day 13 - A picture of your favorite band or artist.

Day 14 - A picture of someone you could never imagine your life without.

Day 15 - A picture of something you want to do before you die.

Day 16 - A picture of someone who inspires you.

Day 17 - A picture of something that has made a huge impact on your life recently.

Day 18 - A picture of your biggest insecurity.

Day 19 - A picture of you when you were little.

Day 20 - A picture of somewhere you’d love to travel.

Day 21 - A picture of something you wish you could forget.

Day 22 - A picture of something you wish you were better at.

Day 23 - A picture of your favorite book.

Day 24 - A picture of something you wish you could change.

Day 25 - A picture of your day.

Day 26 - A picture of something that means a lot to you.

Day 27 - A picture of yourself and a family member.

Day 28 - A picture of something you’re afraid of.

Day 29 - A picture that can always make you smile.

Day 30 - A picture of someone you miss

So today I am going to Start with Day One. A picture of me with 15 Facts....

1- I love sea turtles. I have a small collection of sea turtle things

2- I really dislike Mac & Cheese. I mean REALLY. I grew up hating the stuff and its never changed.

3- I was born in Brockton Mass. 

4- I miss the snow

5- I hate the heat

6- I still sleep with a feather pillow that I have had since Birth

7- I have 11 tattoos and a number of piercings. I am not through with them either.

8- I love Gone with the Wind

9- I have a deep fear of Furbies.( & Spiders)

10- Red is my favorite color

11- I am soon to be 27

12- I hate cooking. I do all I can to avoid it.

13- I am a very socially awkward person. I hate crowds and most people don't notice how shy I am really am. Most times I walk with my head down, or look straight ahead and will not make eye contact with people

14- I enjoy guns

15- I am a very proud mom. ( I saved the best for last.) My son is seven, I had him when I was just 19. I would not change him for the world. He's my everything.